A small tribute to the woman beside me

Although I don't know when I'll wake up from my dream, I'll continue to pretend its real it enjoy it to the fullest.

I haven't been writing much lately because life has kept me occupied with other activities, and my mind hasn't had the chance to sit down and express my thoughts through writing as much as I would like.

Additionally, inspiration for writing is a rare occurrence in me.

I wanted to briefly interrupt my usual monotonous and uneventful thoughts to pay tribute to a remarkable woman.

For several reasons, this special month would be a perfect time to do it.

Especially amid a highly anticipated and celebrated date around the globe

She has triumphed over numerous challenges to become the exceptional woman she is today—a wonderful mother and the ideal wife. Without a clear model of what a real woman should be, she has become the epitome of femininity in every aspect.

She has accomplished it all on her own, which is even more remarkable.

Even though I rarely talk about my personal life, those around me are familiar with it, and I haven't needed to say much because I've demonstrated it over the past 17 years.

Let me start by telling you a little bit about myself. Since you probably don't know me and probably never will;

*I'm far from perfect, and I'll keep making mistakes.

*I've stared at death and gazed into its eyes without flinching, and I harbor no fear of it, or anything else.

*I speak my stupid, but honest, mind and thats forced me into more corners than good places.

*My journeys to hell and back included a visit to heaven when I was in better behavior.

*While I may not be the strongest, I'm resilient and hard to break.

The only exception is one, and I won't elaborate.

There is one reason why I wake up and try my best in everything I do, and that's my wife, the woman I always dreamed of all my life. She came into my life in high school and we got married in 2006.

February 14th holds various meanings for many, but for me, it was a day I overlooked until it marked a pivotal moment, becoming one of the most significant dates when my life completely transformed – it became my wedding anniversary.

Approaching our 18th anniversary, I consider myself fortunate to have met and married you, as I can't envision my life taking any other path.

I've been told I don't t deserve you, and perhaps they're right, considering various reasons.

The first thing that stands out is that she looks like an angel from every angle, like a picture of perfection in every aspect. The truth is, I am just like any other awkward looking guy without any god-given natural attraction.

It's also been said that you could've married someone better, someone like you, and they're right as well. Your partner could have looked like you but in a male version, you could have looked like the perfect 'Barbie and Ken' couple. But you stayed by my side.

She also stood beside my bed for me when she was told I was going to die during a life-changing medical emergency that I suffered a few years ago, just as she always has and continues to do.

I've cherished every moment of my married life, both the good and the challenging times, despite not knowing how much longer I'll be on this earth.

Each moment has been perfect, providing me reasons to persevere and motivation to make positive changes.

Perhaps someday you'll want to look in a different direction, and I have to be okay with that, understanding that you might need someone incredibly handsome by your sideside.

Someone more ‘deserving’ of you.

One thing is certain: you are my only love, my sole woman, and that will remain unchanged regardless of what the future holds.

You are the love of my life, and I am grateful for your constant support. I appreciate every moment together.

I've devoted my entire life to my wife and family, and I'll continue to do so until fate determines my time on this planet is over.

This imperfect guy is and always will be thankful to you for teaching him the real reason to live and fight for and be perfect every day.

I acknowledge that at times my masculinity may have been overwhelming, but I've consistently endeavored to shield you from others to the best of my ability.

Although I don't know when I'll wake up from my dream, I'llcontinue to pretend its real it enjoy it to the fullest.

Until then, im still here.

As my skin says, 'Always and Forever'.